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Why are we sometimes down?? mostly happens to women lah.. tetibe rase down.... i just want to mumbling around la eh.... nothing serious pon bout my writing this time... rase macam nak menaip malam nie.....:)..... sebab rase cam tgh down..... heh..y? tak tau napee.... when people ask u why u're down or moody? sometimes u just dont have the answer for that.... so benda ni kadang2 org kate mood swing....ye ke?? erm...for woman mungkin benda ni akan jadik once a month..tapi ader gak yang berkali2 swing nyer eh??
so when i was down....sometimes i just dont know why i was sad...moody and soo on... maybe there's a reason behind all those things...but i just dont know...when people ask me why??? WHY? WHY??.. I just dont have the answer....why?? because im not so sure y i was down.... mmg org kate TIPU laaa takder angin takder apee tetibe nak down cenggitu.....there must be a reason..even a lil tiny stupid thing..it is still called a reason.... everything happens because of a reason...
why do we exist?? there are tonnes and tonnes of reasons for it....why we must eat?? because we need food to survive.... and the list goes on and on..... so when i was down..and im not pretty sure asal tetibe i snappppped cenggitu kan....i would say....im fine im good... but physically shows the other sides...duh... how to pretend?? im not an actress...so i cannot hide my feelings ...my emotional....it's hard to hide it...i wish i have that talent as an actress... so i can pretend that im ok..im happy...and im cool with the situations.... but as a normal person i couldnt...
sometimes...i want people to understand.... i need a space for a minute.... but not hours... and i dont need to be pushed with lots and lots of questions because i know..i can turn back to normal in just a minute if the person knows where to push the right button....i can say im a bit complicated...but the fact is im not..it's just because of the ego and with high level of stubbornness..and that's it....duh??THAT'S IT??? muahaha.....yeah i knoww...... that is just not it..... that aint going pretty well if i keep my ego and stubbornness on that level..
but if i want to make a comparison here......now the levels are lower than before... owh Thank God and thank Me...coz i want to change...and lots and lots of lesson that i've learned for the past few years have taught me how to be a better person.....Insyaallah.....but sometimes...i just kept myself in silence....dari membebel kan....korang nak mane??? nanti bebel lebih2 ader kene penampoooo kan??? hohohhohh...soo i just shut my mouth up...syyyyy....like i said before...silence is easy beb......but i know... i might hurt someone's feeling....and im sorry..because there are lots of things need to be learned after this........
aper yg gue merepek yer di atas? saje nak menaip..kan dah kate tadik..muehehe.. so what did i do when im down?? nothing..ill do a lot of thinking...macam2 benda terpikir.....then we can see......how many person will be there for u when u're down and how many are not there to be your crying shoulder...... anyways.... patience.....yurp.... how to handle people with "down syndrome"..muakaka...u know wut i mean kan?? ahhahaa...
sabar....sabar...sabar.... yerp..brape org pon leh nak tahan sabar dorang..kalo dah cukop masenyer... aisshhh.... sumer barang tercampak..sumer benda nak kene hentak kan.... ntah laa....maybe when i was down.... i need a lil tiny space...but at the same time with someone who can comfort me and pamper me....so that i can calm myself down......shopping?? perghh.....tuh another story...muahaha sebabnyer..kompom ..dari downn.....terus uppppp giler....
im not good at words...so i dun like to talk about my problems with people...i dun like to share my feelings with people..how i feel....what i was thinking.... i donno why..but that is just me....... im not good at telling people wutta hack is my problem is.... so.....i choose to keep it to myself..or ill just write about it.....the end.......
kay lah enough mumbling...need to get some sleep.... im getting fat..dunno why......hahaa.....so fat peeps need enough sleep to add more fat in our body...cheeersss!!!
so when i was down....sometimes i just dont know why i was sad...moody and soo on... maybe there's a reason behind all those things...but i just dont know...when people ask me why??? WHY? WHY??.. I just dont have the answer....why?? because im not so sure y i was down.... mmg org kate TIPU laaa takder angin takder apee tetibe nak down cenggitu.....there must be a reason..even a lil tiny stupid thing..it is still called a reason.... everything happens because of a reason...
why do we exist?? there are tonnes and tonnes of reasons for it....why we must eat?? because we need food to survive.... and the list goes on and on..... so when i was down..and im not pretty sure asal tetibe i snappppped cenggitu kan....i would say....im fine im good... but physically shows the other sides...duh... how to pretend?? im not an actress...so i cannot hide my feelings ...my emotional....it's hard to hide it...i wish i have that talent as an actress... so i can pretend that im ok..im happy...and im cool with the situations.... but as a normal person i couldnt...
sometimes...i want people to understand.... i need a space for a minute.... but not hours... and i dont need to be pushed with lots and lots of questions because i know..i can turn back to normal in just a minute if the person knows where to push the right button....i can say im a bit complicated...but the fact is im not..it's just because of the ego and with high level of stubbornness..and that's it....duh??THAT'S IT??? muahaha.....yeah i knoww...... that is just not it..... that aint going pretty well if i keep my ego and stubbornness on that level..
but if i want to make a comparison here......now the levels are lower than before... owh Thank God and thank Me...coz i want to change...and lots and lots of lesson that i've learned for the past few years have taught me how to be a better person.....Insyaallah.....but sometimes...i just kept myself in silence....dari membebel kan....korang nak mane??? nanti bebel lebih2 ader kene penampoooo kan??? hohohhohh...soo i just shut my mouth up...syyyyy....like i said before...silence is easy beb......but i know... i might hurt someone's feeling....and im sorry..because there are lots of things need to be learned after this........
aper yg gue merepek yer di atas? saje nak menaip..kan dah kate tadik..muehehe.. so what did i do when im down?? nothing..ill do a lot of thinking...macam2 benda terpikir.....then we can see......how many person will be there for u when u're down and how many are not there to be your crying shoulder...... anyways.... patience.....yurp.... how to handle people with "down syndrome"..muakaka...u know wut i mean kan?? ahhahaa...
sabar....sabar...sabar.... yerp..brape org pon leh nak tahan sabar dorang..kalo dah cukop masenyer... aisshhh.... sumer barang tercampak..sumer benda nak kene hentak kan.... ntah laa....maybe when i was down.... i need a lil tiny space...but at the same time with someone who can comfort me and pamper me....so that i can calm myself down......shopping?? perghh.....tuh another story...muahaha sebabnyer..kompom ..dari downn.....terus uppppp giler....
im not good at words...so i dun like to talk about my problems with people...i dun like to share my feelings with people..how i feel....what i was thinking.... i donno why..but that is just me....... im not good at telling people wutta hack is my problem is.... so.....i choose to keep it to myself..or ill just write about it.....the end.......
kay lah enough mumbling...need to get some sleep.... im getting fat..dunno why......hahaa.....so fat peeps need enough sleep to add more fat in our body...cheeersss!!!
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