# sedih #

hee.....entry nie bawakkk keee jauhhhh ....sajee nak luah kan perasaan...kalo ader terbace.. terbace laa korang kan...... pernah tak rase...bile korang down... aper yg korang nak adalah kata2 yang best dan mereleasekan jiwa yang tengan tension? tapi aper yang korang wish tu.... tak dapat.. tapii lagi kene hentam ader laa... even org tuh tak bermaksud nak hentam..tapi kate2 tuh bukan nak back up korang..tapi lagik nak menyalahkan korang lah...(brape banyak koranggg daaaaa..)... even benda tuh..yer lah salah kite....macam kene marah kee..pasal salah kite... tapi time2 baru abes pas kene marah tuh..kompem aa korang pon tgh panas.. and u need someone to calm u down..tapi biler u nakk org tu calm u down..tetibeee dier tambahh petrol plak kat api tuu... tak keeeee leh jadik lagik MARAK api tuu?? ... huh... then sedih....and lagik down.... cemane eh??? entahlaaa...no tgh calm myself down..takder sape nak calm me down... benciiii!!!! That's why we have to be INDEPENDENT and dont be sooo dependent dgn org yang korang sayang keeee ape kee itu kee..sebab kadang2 org tuuu tak dpt nak memahami keadaan kite masa itu.. kadang2 laaaa kan.... so during that time...............u have to be sooo independent kannn.....takleh nak harapkan org lain.. so kene pull yourself up..sendiri tanpa bantuan aper2... dan time tu laa kite rase lonely and rase sedihhh sangat..sob sob sob... that's how i feel now..... aishhhhh.....................