10.10.08

Today is my birthday...happy birthday to me!! harkss... thank you friends for all the wishes.... yeah... hoping that my life will change to a greater chapter than before...age is just a number... turning to 22....hurmmm...tua ke? tak aaa..still young lorr... hott and sexxyy..(ops..masuk "kereta" bawak sendiri..harks)...

we're gettin older days by days.... ader yg perasan dah tua..ader yang tak sedar2 diri gak diri dah tua..jiwa muda katenyer..slalu sapee ehhh yg cakap? the guys or the girls?? hikss... dulu2 leh laa ckp lelaki yg ske ckp camtuh kan... luaran tua tapi jiwa muda.....eeeee..tekak i takleh terime kay..otak pon pending jer nak accept that fact..(opss..padahal otak mmg slalu la pending kan...hihihi)....tak larat tauu... kalo jiwa jer muda..tenaga luaran dalaman mmg dah tua..nan adooo jugakkk kann? opss...:)...but nowadays.....man and woman are the same..nothing different pon when it comes to this matter... same ajork...tak caye...pi la jenguk kat luar tuh..ramai jer org2 tua tak sedar diri kay.... umor dah 50 pon nak pakai baju cam body ko umo 19....boleh?? bolehh jerkk.....

boleh blahh....hohoh...

i get sooo many wishes from friends and family....but yang wish from "someone" tak dapat laa... eisk...sedey sket aa...even that "someone" sudah pon wish days before the exact date kan...heh..never mind laa....like a friend of mine said..."Hope is a dangerous thing, it can drive you insane"...yurp...i am insane... im not giving up on u.... yerps... that's true...time is everything.. i know it's worth waiting.... :) ill just live it to fate and let time decide......

im 22...single...student lagik...tak keje lagik....aish...loser kah aku?? harks... age camnie..everyone dah ader steady bf...it matters ker ader bf nie?? owh...sometimes i dont even care pon...but sometimes...loneliness comes and hit me... and that time baru laa nak emo2 kan...y takder bf la aper la kan..but i have friends...thank u for being there for me when u guys are needed...:)

kahwin?? aishh.....1 big question mark tuh....... ehehe....too early and too young to talk bout it kot... ye ker? tapi ramai jerk yg dah kawin time age cam i nie kan.. a few of my frens dah married and dah beranak pinak pon...uwahhh sonoknyer korang kannn.... seru sampaii awal... i nyer seru sesat laa..gi google earth pon tak dpt carik....GPS ader pon sesat lagik nie..adoii... tunggu jer laa dier datang nanti2...

tapi....dah ready ker nak kawinn??? opss..... masak pon ala2 beginner lagik kan.... kemas umah pon alaaa2 baaaruu nak masuk tahap beginner..opss..pecah lobang sendiri..harksss...and the most important thing...BLAJA pon TAK ABIS lagik nieeee...jgn nak menggaaataii laaa ok!! final year project pon tunggang langgang lagik nie haa..nak berangan2 kawin...ops..ok totttoppp molottt.......zzzzzzz

kay laaa ari ni buat karangan terlebih laaa sudah.... neways... life is hard kan... need to be stronger and jadik "power rangers" gituh....ehh outdated sungguh i kan....org nak jadik Ben10 laa skang nie.....hohohks..

my wish for my birthday?? jadik Muslimah sejati gituh..(uishh poyo nyer lakk aii..yer tau tau..korang tak leh terima..hahaa...)...my wish kan... banyakkk..maleh nak tulis ...panjang berjelorr kekdahnyer kan...haks.. but im hoping things'll change and will get better sooooonnnnnnnnnnnnn...love you all!!! muuaahhhh!!!