Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Antara Dua...(Continued)

I've been in this kind of situation before...jahatkah aku?? yer.......kejamkah aku?? yer..... but things happened with reasons..... and why i chose this to happen?? because i made mistakes.....well i would say the biggest mistake i've ever done in my entire life before i realized..... things happened for a reason ........ ader hikmah disebalik semua kejadian...(kan??? betol...even kite tak nampak...tapi Tuhan itu Maha Adil dan Maha Mengetahui...berserah ajer pada-Nya)...


dulu........2 tahun lebih yang dulu yer....bukan nak mengungkap kisah lame...tapi saje nak berkongsi cerita dan pengajaran....(uihhh dah rase cam pakar motivasi ke ape nie? mauakkaka perasan! over!!)...i was stucked between 2 men.. i didnt know which one to choose and i end up chosing the WRONG ONE!!! see!! i was too young back then..so immature and stupid lah..... tak pikir panjang kan...reti nak seronok hu-ha-hu-ha....then one day i realized.... Dammnnnn....."this is wrong mann... we shouldn't be together... ur not the one for me"...haa..time niee laa....banyak hati terluka beb.... perghh..... 3 hati.... saper nak tanggung?? i pon tak tertanggung ok....rase bersalah...toksah cakap laa...tapi dah terlambat...."nasi dah jadi bubur"....jahat kan??yer jahat+kejam...tuh laa kalo lelaki akan cakap..tuh laa perempuan sekarang...suke sangat mainkan hati lelaki.... yer bro...perempuan yang tak matang fikirannye...beginilah jadi nyer....

bukan nak berat sebelah...tapi sekarang lelaki dan perempuan dah same...dulu slalu dengar laki tinggalkan pempuan pasal pempuan lain..skang dah berlambak beb...perempuan tinggalkan laki pasal laki lain....why this thing happened??? becoz of materialistic kah?? mostly gituh kot......:) that's y banyak case perempuan caras laki org..padahal yang bujang bersepah2 beb...alasan dorang??? SUAMI ORANG lebih memahami..wtf?? that's ridiculous.....

...haaaaa..time tuh...rase KESAL tuh...hanya Tuhan jer yang tau..... i suffered for long time.... tunggu pokok yang tak berbuah2 til miracle happened........(uish i sound like bojeng dah..persal nie??....muahahaahha...)...i closed my heart for other men..tak mo dah....muahhahah...(takder laa nak jual mahal kang tak laku lak kan..tapi hati tertutop ...kononnyer dier jer laaaa that can make me happy....) AGAIN!!!! I WAS TOTALLY WRONG!!

but benda dah lame berlalu....and Thank God....I've moved on.... (Tuhan dah bukakan hatiku balik...He Answered my Prayers...Alhamdulillah...)..Thank God...i've found my Man....a Better Man...InsyaAllah......like i said...semua benda yang berlaku ader hikmahnyer..... belajar dari kesilapan kan....and jangan ulang kesilapan yang dah dibuat tuh....

at first memang susah nak move on....it's one BIG STEP yang sangat2 susah laaa nak buat.....mungkin sebab takot?? takot amik risk?? takot tak jumper like the person that you used to love before? takot the next guy/girl is not the one?? takot nak take risk and challenge sebenarnyer...takot nak terima perubahan...that's me lah before i found this guy.....

anyways...that's another story..:)...what im trying to say here is..... if u are in this kind of situation....berfikirlah dgn sebaik2nya...sedalam2nyer..... pikir kedepan...bukan kebelakang dan bukang sekarang..pikirkan masa depan......dont take a wrong step which u'll regret in future...then u jugak yang suffer....tak dapek den nak nolongg ehhh jang/dagho....kalo nak pilih antara 2...pilihlah yang terbaik..yang ader keserasian itu yang penting..memahami?? ermm.... it takes time nak memahami each other..serious......takder org leh paham org dalam mase 1 saat...kite kene blaja memahami seseorang tuh..bukan hanya pandang takat luar jerk ..... fikirkan pengorbanan yang telah dibuat oleh seseorang tuh...and think on the promises that u've made to each other.....kaya?? rezeki ada dimana2.....jangan risau......kita hanya perlu berusaha....."susah same2 susah...senang same2 senang"...ungkapan yang selalu family cakap kat i.....:) and my bojeng pon pesan nieee....dier kate takder "susah sorang2...senang same2" banyakk cantek mukee ko kan....muahahahaha..

there are lots to think off.... jangan terburu2...take it slow...sebab kalo betul he/she is the one...si dia takkan kemane...... and i know...u wont regret with the decision u've made but u'll be much more happier than ever..kembali dan dekatkan diri kepada-Nya.....Tuhan menolong hamba2 nya.....Dia tidak kejam terhadap hamba2nya...... Good Luck Friends!!

p/s: "Cinta bukan datang sekali sahaja"..trust me on this!!:)

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